The ascension process can be challenging, because it creates a kind of depression that is like being stuck in your cocoon, not knowing where you are going or what you will be like. It is a feeling of being lost, alone and a feeling of hopelessness in a deep dark cocoon. It is the transmutation stage of moving from one state of being to another.
To address and solve your problem, problems and challenges can be divided into 4 categories.
1. Depression disguises itself
2. Feeling of emptiness of nothing
3. Final release and final surrender
4. Medication puts you in a tailspin
Let’s take a look at each category.
1. Depression Disguises Itself: A mental or physical depression feels very shallow and selfish and because depression is such an insidious energy, it masquerades as many emotional moods and physical conditions. Depression and overwhelm accumulate throughout life, and through the journey of self-evolution and the ascension process, this accumulation develops. Spiritual depression has nothing to do with mental imbalance or emotional manipulation and can arise at any time in your life when you, deep inside, are ready to begin your awakening process. Spiritual depression can affect you as a child or adolescent and this problem can be reflected in many incidents of violence and suicide among adolescents. Sometimes this energy can lurk under the surface disguising itself and masking itself through other physical activities and can lead to menopause and this can be confusing due to today’s fast paced and conflicted lifestyle, especially if it involves abuse.
2. Feeling of emptiness of nothingness: spiritual depression is when you have a feeling of emptiness so deep that you have woven your web into a cocoon so tight that you think you cannot get out of that nothingness. In this state you cannot talk about yourself, you actually hate yourself and you can hide deeper. Because you feel that you have been abandoned and betrayed by the spirit, you feel so flat, alone and closed. Everyone you meet cannot help or support you because they are at a similar level of consciousness to the one you are leaving behind, so you feel like there is nothing left in life. The loss of your passion and drive is the death of your identity story, of who you think you are. You may feel like you want a physical death, but in fact, ascension is a natural process of letting go of your story, not just in this life, but for all of your lives.
3. Final Release and Final Surrender – Why does the ascension process seem so difficult and why do you have to have the lows to discover the highs? Humanity clings to the belief that life must be hard, with much struggle and suffering to appease a false god, and in doing so, the statement ‘No pain, no gain’ reflects that belief. Change doesn’t have to be that way, it doesn’t have to be a hard and brutal or cruel way to go through ascension, but until the mass consciousness can release such beliefs and come out of their locked perceptions, change will happen. always be tough. Look at the affairs of the world and you will see that change often brings destruction: the release of the old for the birth of the new. Humanity is living what it believes. Energy responds to consciousness! Humanity still lives with rules and toolbars that say you have to be tough and strong for others to learn and be good, otherwise punishment is meted out, so give each other the toughest and biggest lever to get out of that human condition. The lowest of the low, and the worst of the worst, is felt in the ‘black night of the soul’, your spiritual depression is the final release and ultimate surrender of your identity story. It is a natural part of the ascension awakening process.
4. Medications put you in a rut: Medications can’t help with a spiritual condition, they have a short-term Band-Aid effect, but they create a bigger problem when it comes to addressing your depression later on. It is a natural process of cycle patterns of ups and downs. Medication suffocates and separates your spiritual self from your physical self, because the related waveform, the cycle of energy that is not obvious to the conscious mind is the antithesis of depression, it is a waveform in the non-physical realms that it is no longer in balance with your physical self. It is cutting off your energy so that your spiritual energy does not have a corresponding partner on earth.
The medication makes you feel better for a moment, but eventually you get into a spiral of repetitive victim cycles when you become ‘cold’ and during or after the medication there is a danger of suicide or the mind is too hungry. by these highly addictive drugs that only feed and create an emotional imbalance. These social quick fixes coupled with your expectations create a monster on your ascension journey.